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Monday, January 4th, 2010
12:43 pm
so i will, i'll be the one who's coming clean
with every single thing
and all my thoughts in between
i wonder if anyone is just like me
a walking talking catastrophe
another story of dependency
i never thought the face in the mirror would be me

Current Mood: blank
Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
3:24 am
Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore.
It's gettin' dark, too dark for me to see
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.
That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

Current Mood: depressed
Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
5:26 pm
It's midnight and she standing on the
corner her time is money and that's fucking up
the order that's right she's crossing all
the borders standing in the shadows
there's nothing else for her she doesn't
know if she's gonna make it through the night
she don't care she's sick and tired of this life
a car rolls up so she shakes her ass the
best she can 5:00 AM in Gould's they found her
stuffed in a garbage can are you gonna
play the roles society wrote for you? don't
play the roles never play the roles - He
never felt right holding down a 9-5 it made
the ends meet but it never made him feel alive
he filled his house with everything he could
buy but more the possessions filled his house
the emptier he felt inside and he cracked
he's in a world that all his own he left it all his
friends his family and his home it's dark outside
Now it's cold it's raining and the wind is blowing
living in a cardboard shack it's the only thing
he calls his own
Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
9:01 pm
Bottle, bottle, on the wall, who's the drunkest of us all?
Set yourself up for the fall, who's a slave to alcohol,
I know a place where you can go, you'll probably see no one that you know,
A few minutes will make you think you probably need another drink.
They said that I had a disease, I asked them, "What?" if they please,
I asked them what the fuck they meant,
Victim of the six percent,
Now I'm so ashamed of it,
I guess it's time that I quit.
I saw a friend the other day, getting out of N.A.
He was looking really good, that made me think of myself,
I care about my worthless friends, don't like to see them kill themselves,
Get so strung out they lose all hope, why do you think they call it dope?
Trembling hands, blooodshot eyes, propose a toast to my demise.
God gave me this liver,
I didn't know he was an indian giver.


Current Mood: chipper
Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
12:56 am
I've been screaming for so long. Woah oh oh. Does anything ever change for me? My throat is red like the blood that flows
from my heart. I gave it my best shot and I did it from the very start, AND I'M STILL GOING! Do i deserve to be a voice in
the aftermath, criticism takes its toll in a different path. I do what I can to set myself apart. I've been trying to make sense of,
Woah, oh, oh...the little things that you push my way. So you can say. What you want, say what you will, at least I can say I do
what I feel is right for me, with no apologies, for you. I owe nothing to you. No, I dont think so. So you can put me down for
what I DO, but your density, I'LL SHINE THROUGH, and it reflects in what I DO, this is my, this is my, this is my FUCK
YOU!!!!

Current Mood: apathetic
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
11:03 am
Hello.
We're getting treated like shit, and I don't think that we deserve this
This goes out to everyone who works in public service
We battle the masses on the front lines everyday
Good morning may I help you? Now fucking go away!


You rude bastard don't patronize me
You'll get some respect when you show some to me
You rude bastard don't you talk down to me
You condescending asshole, learn some common courtesy


Customers are total shit, they prove this regularly
They think that they know more about my lousy job than me
They think they can do better and do it twice as fast
Here's your change sir, now you can shove it up your ass


You rude bastard don't patronize me
You'll get some respect when you show some to me
You rude bastard don't you talk down to me
You condescending asshole, learn some common courtesy


The customer’s always right and Santa Claus is real
Jesus died for our sins, so you'd better fucking kneel
The customer's always right and the tooth fairy’s no lie
If you believe all of that I've got some bridges you can buy


Never once say please, and never once say thank you
You’re an inconsiderate moron with no manners, so fuck you
It's obvious your parents didn’t raise you very well
Have a nice day ma'am, now you can burn in hell

You rude bastard don't patronize me
You'll get some respect when you show some to me
You rude bastard don't you talk down to me
You condescending asshole, learn some common courtesy

Current Mood: angry
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
1:51 pm
fuckin pigs, fuckin pigs,
we're against the fuckin pigs,
stab them with some dirty rigs,
bury them under dirt and twigs,
gotta hate that gang of fuckin pigs.

Current Mood: bored
Saturday, December 10th, 2005
9:38 pm
I've been screaming for so long. Woah oh oh. Does anything ever change for me? My throat is red like the blood that flows from my heart. I gave it my best shot and I did it from the very start, AND I'M STILL GOING! Do i deserve to be a voice in the aftermath, criticism takes its toll in a different path. I do what I can to set myself apart. I've been trying to make sense of, Woah, oh, oh...the little things that you push my way. So you can say. What you want, say what you will, at least I can say I do what I feel is right for me, with no apologies, for you. I owe nothing to you. No, I dont think so. So you can put me down for what I DO, but your density, I'LL SHINE THROUGH, and it reflects in what I DO, this is my, this is my, this is my FUCK YOU!!!!

Current Mood: apathetic
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
3:37 pm
alarm clock rings, i crawl out of bed. i'm not looking forward to what lies ahead. all day i'm like a zombie, the working dead. today's gonna be a boring day. i know it. i'm not interested in what i'm doing. i show it. i wish that i could walk away. you know? we're all the same. would happiness be worth the wait? would all the mondays be worth the pain? some say they'll see. i don't agree. nose to grindstone. everyday i walk to work and say, i wish that i could go somewhere where time's not despised, clocked in and put in line, but "that's the way it goes." spending our years pinned as slaves. tired and under-paid, while no one ever knows what life's about. work to survive until we're 65 and then it's time to die. nose to grindstone. everyday i walk to work and say, "i wish that i could go." working so hard just to survive, until we're 65 and then it's time to cry with the rest of them. die with the best of them. we lie to ourselves and think that life's exciting. we cry... we die. we lie... we die without ever knowing what we could have done with ourselves.

Current Mood: disappointed
Thursday, November 10th, 2005
12:27 pm
RIP baldwin
my fish baldwim died this morning

Current Mood: blank
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
2:52 pm
God I wish that I could hide away
And find a wall to bang my brains
I'm living in a fantasy, a nightmare dream... reality
People ride about all day
In metal boxes made away
I wish that they would drop the bomb
And kill these cunts that don't belong

I hate people
I hate the human race
I hate people
I hate your ugly face
I hate people
I hate your fucking mess
I hate people
They hate me

My mother thinks that I am a jerk
Because I hate my bleeding work
Be like your daddy he's sincere
But don't be true... or you'll be queer
I'm working at my 9 to 5
with boring cunts that give me jibe
their talking of the love they give
they never give... they never give

I hate people
I hate the human race
I hate people
I hate your ugly face
I hate people
I hate your fucking mess
I hate people
They hate me
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
7:16 pm
i got to break things today, you know that room that used to be in my garage well it is not there any more.

Current Mood: hyper
Monday, October 3rd, 2005
6:39 pm
hahahaa
Eyeballs for breakfast
Jack off for lunch
I'd like you better if you had a fuckin cunt
Let's fuck- let's fuck
I'm made of rubber
You're made of glue
I wanna stick my fucking cock inside of you
Let's Fuck
I am the best fuckin fuck in the whole USA
I can fuck you to death, I can fuck you to stay(?)
I am the best fucking fuck in the whole fuckin world
Dog eat dog, boy eat girl
I'm the duke of fuckin earl
Let's fuck
Old enough to bleed, old enough to breed
Old enough to pee then she's old enough for me
Let's fuck



Current Mood: amused
12:59 pm
I'll give you once
Once and one time only
To biblically know me
In the back of my go-kart
Yeah I'll give you once
Once to know completely
What others so discreetly
Are doing in the dark
Because it's so easy
To end it now before we even start
I'll give you once
Once and one time only
Then I'll leave you lonely
Then I'll break your heart

Current Mood: amused
Friday, September 16th, 2005
11:04 pm
today was my first 8 hour day. i now understand why people go on killing sprees

Current Mood: aggravated
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
5:37 pm
trait snapshot:

messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
5:43 pm
i haven't even started working yet and i hate my job. i went to orientation.
stylize, colorize, small to big, dark to light. i unload trucks why did i need to learn about that crap. i want to piss on it all. every good damn peice of clothing.
i feel much better
Friday, August 26th, 2005
6:12 pm
Everybody wants a lover
Nobody wants to uncover
what may lay deep beneath a sometimes painful past
wanna go without a care
pull Gardenias from her hair
I think of a time we didn't have a care in the world
captivated by her beauty I knew it was my life long duty
she had all the grace and charm of a radiant queen

[Chorus:]
How do you talk without speaking? yeah!
How do you hear without listening?
How do you live without feeling? yeah!
How do you take without giving?
And keep it all inside?

There are footprints on my ceiling
I can't help this fucked up feeling
something's wrong, you ain't coming 'round here no more
try to get my thoughts together
I think of a time when things were better
this miscommunication is breaking me down

[Chorus]

Everybody wants a lover
Nobody wants to uncover
what may lay deep beneath a sometimes painful past
my heart is heavy slowly sinking
I redirect my desperate thinking
And kiss her red full lips like I did the very first time

[Chorus]

There are footprints on my ceiling, yeah!
And I kept it bottled up inside...all my life.
Monday, August 22nd, 2005
2:58 pm
so i have a job as a freight unloader, 8 bucks an hour

Current Mood: amused
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
11:35 pm
wow...
2 SANTA ROSA MEN SUSPECTED IN $10,000 COIN, STAMP THEFT
Published on August 7, 2005

© 2005- The Press Democrat


BYLINE: THE PRESS DEMOCRAT

PAGE: B3


Two Santa Rosa men were arrested in the burglary of more than $10,000 in old coins and stamps from an elderly man's home, police said.

John Ortiz, 25, and James Slocum, 20, were booked into county jail on suspicion of residential burglary, possession of stolen property and elder financial abuse, Sgt. Steve Fraga said.


Both men were on probation, Fraga said.

Ortiz was arrested Wednesday in the June 30 burglary of Leroy Tomasi's Tupper Street home through fingerprint evidence and investigative techniques, Fraga said.

A search of Ortiz' Montgomery Drive home turned up a small portion of the stolen goods, Fraga said.

Slocum, arrested Thursday at his Tupper Street residence, was in possession of a large amount of the items, Fraga said.

Slocum had returned to the victim's home on four separate occasions to steal, Fraga said.

Detectives also located several of the valuable coins that had recently been sold at a pawn shop, Fraga said.
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